WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING DOWN AT?

i am in a pissed off mood. very pissed mood.

i don t understand. why is it in human nature that everyone only want the best? Not everybody is academically incline but they don t seem to understand. And that really hurt my heart because i can t help to think, that i am a burden? And it does not help that there are several smart ones in teh family. Like Fuck it la ! So what ?! Not clever enough for you , nothing is ever ENOUGH for you guys. Never good enough, Never smart enough, Never this Never that. I thought my talents were something to be proud of , but i am wrong. What the hell is there for me to show off? I got no brains and looks.

Btw Pauline, i am not mad at you.

Maybe i should just isolate myself so i won t seem to be a Baddy.